I see Ghosts
I see Ghosts. Well, not exactly but I do see things that I cannot explain and that I’ve
been trying to understand for some time now. Strange balls of light come to me
at night and sometimes I even see them leave in the morning. Don't tell me that I need God (lol)
The
phenomena began about 12 years ago, a few years after I embarked on a quest to
find Spiritual truth. At that point the major religions of the world no longer
made sense to me and I had begun to explore indigenous Spiritual traditions. I got
into Mysticism but gave it up when I discovered Dohgon Spirituality.
One thing
that I did keep from Mysticism was Meditating because Dohgon Spirituality also incorporates
it but instead of reciting mantras to alter my mind-state, Dohgon Spirituality focuses
on using Meditation to improve my minds ability to control my brain. Even so, a
very strange phenomena began to occur regardless of both.
Shortly
after I took up Meditating, I began to see balls of light floating towards my
face. They’re not like regular light though because my eyes are usually closed.
These balls of light are blurry and incandescent similar to Fireflies coming at
me on a dark night walking in the woods.
The phenomenon
doesn’t always happen; only when I’m in the right state of mind. There is one
condition that is almost always guaranteed to bring it on and that is by
thinking about the cruelty of humanity. A few years ago, I saw a small child on
a Nigerian website. She was laying in the grass naked with a large chop on the
side of her head that almost split her skull open and of course she was dead.
The child
was a victim in the ongoing conflict between Nigerian Christians and Islamic Fulani cattle herders. The Fulani are notorious for slaughtering whole families of Christians
for no reason other than they are Christian farmers and the farmers have good grazing
grounds for Fulani cattle. “How did Black people come to this condition" I ask as my conscience torments me for a few minute then the they come like an armada in slow motion.
After
adopting Dohgon Spirituality I began to Meditate in complete darkness. This
allowed me to open my eyes as the balls of light float toward me and disappear from
my vision on both sides of my head. I’ve tried to do research on the phenomenon
but the closest explanation of what is actually happening is that I’m Astro
Projecting, which is a sensation in which you feel as though your mind has
separated from your body.
Astro
Projection is a plausible explanation but I don’t actually feel as though I’m
leaving my body at any time. I don’t believe that the balls of light that come
toward me are clouds as I soar toward the Astro-Plane where Angels reside. I believe
that the balls of light come toward me as I sit in a stationery position.
Sometimes I actually see the same balls of light going in the opposite
direction when I awake in the morning. It is as if they come in to Nest when I
sleep then leave when I wake up.
So, what do
I believe is actually going on? There are things about existence that humans
are completely ignorant about. Throughout history we have tried our best to
explain only a small fraction of those things. Philosophers have tried their
best to protect their societies by organizing Spiritual beliefs into religions
but life is a dynamic entity. No matter how humans try to put it into a box of
beliefs, there is always new things to learn.
I believe
in reincarnation. I believe that humans are only a minuscule portion of an
omnipotent expression of the Great Spirit that is the Universe. Plants are only
different from rocks because they can reproduce and humans are only different from
plants because we are inhabited by Spirits, which are individual portions of
the Great Spirit. When a Spirit inhabits a human at conception it generates a
Soul.
Souls
develop as individual energy beings that can live in a semi-physical state as a
Ghost long after a person dies. While in a semi-physical state, a Souls can
either continue to exist as long as it has enough energy to do so or it can try
to re-enter the physical world in a newborn. I therefore believe that the balls
of light that I see while Meditating are Souls of the dead.
