When you're been trained in s special force and you're beeb told thst getting into relationship is a risk to your career and you're been told you will not loose anything when you're been shot or got to die during war,you won't put anyone in sadness but I riase and said to the commander #SIR, AS THE MATTER OF FACT, WHEN I EXPERIENCED THAT, ALTHOUGH THERE WAS NOTHING TO LOOSE BUT Sir, DO YOU KNOW WHAT I FELT? THE COMMANDER REPLIED AND SAID NO, AND I SAID #SIR I FEEL LONILESS , WHEN I FALL I THINK OF MY LOVE ONCE AND FIND A GREAT REASON FOR MEV TO STILL FIGHT MORE AND KEEP MOVING BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO PUT MY LOVE ONES IN SADNESS... JUST LOVE THOSE YOU KEEP...